Well, I have good news and more good news.
As anyone who read my blog from last year knows, last year was pretty terrible. It was hard, stressful and I felt like I was drowning all the time. I never felt at ease or really enjoyed what I was doing. This year, I can already say, is 1000 times better than last year. I enjoy my students much more as well as the content I am teaching. I actually feel like I am teaching and the kiddos are learning. I don't feel too bogged down and I enjoy going to work.
Now, I don't feel completely at ease because teaching is a stressful, all-encompassing, time-consuming job. However, I have made a few rules with myself that make things much easier. (Let's call it prioritizing.) Last year, my biggest complaint was that I didn't have time to do the things I enjoyed most. My changes for this year allow me to have a life outside of work.
1. I am only allowing myself to work on school stuff for a few hours each night after work. If it doesn't get done, life will go on...and I won't be upset.
2. I HAVE to work out during the week. I run/walk in the mornings on the treadmill and go to the Rec at night.
3. I have to read at least 3 novels each month for fun.
4. I have to work on PhD stuff most nights. (This is my favorite because that is what I enjoy most!)
5. I have to plan at least 3 nights to spend time with friends or family.
6. I am not allowed to eat out during the week (unless it is with a friend).
The point of this list is to maintain my sanity. To understand that work should not take up ALL of my time and that the things I value outside of work are equally important. So far, I feel less stressed and so much happier than last year. I am eager to see how the year progresses and learn more about what I can do to enjoy my time as a teacher. :)
-Tracey
