Sunday, August 30, 2009

The beginning of the end...

As this title appropriately shows, tomorrow will be the first day of my last undergraduate semester at Texas A&M University. Like most soon-to-be college graduates, I have been thinking about the past three years, what they have meant to me and what the future holds. I am eager for what is coming and really cannot wait to move on towards pursuing my goals, but I am still nervous to be finished with this milestone. Here is a little reflection of my journey through A&M...
Freshman Year

This year was exciting and new. I started out as a business major and knew relatively few people. I remember thinking, on one of my first trecks across campus, that I would never be able to walk from class to class and pass people I knew. This place was so big! However, I quickly learned that campus really isn't so big after all, and I walk to class each day passing numerous friends and classmates. :) I also had a rough time finding my niche the first semester. I joined 3 organizations and tried to find my place. I made GREAT grades (Dean's List) and met some terrific people. The second semester was the one that began to change everything. I decided business was not for me. While I was good at it, I just didn't have a heart for it. I didn't know what to major it at this point, but was hopeful that something would stimulate my curiosity. I also joined a service organization and Fish Camp. These two organizations changed my life. I found out just how much I love service, leadership, mentoring young adults and in general, helping others. In addition to these organizations, I began volunteering at local elementary schools tutoring students in math and reading, and I worked at the West Campus Library.
Sophomore Year
The very first day of class, I changed my major to English rhetoric and added a psychology minor. I had decided that I wanted to help change the lives of students. This was a great decision that has had an influence on everything else I have done. I became a leader in my service organization, had the best time of my life as a Fish Camp counselor and joined at teacher organization. I continued tutoring elementary students. My classes kept me very busy. I got to take literature, writing, Spanish, psychology and some basic classes. I became a Fish Camp counselor for the second time. Then, I spent the summer following my sophomore year working camps at the Children's Museum, teaching students at Sylvan (best job ever!) and taking more classes.




Junior Year

This year was, without a doubt, the hardest and most significant of all my undergraduate years. This is the year that changed the course of my life. I am an instrinsically motivated person who accomplishes everything I set out to do. Things that are important to me permeate my life and take precedence over all other things. My junior year, the plan I had for my life fell apart, granted it was a plan that did not revolve around myself or my best interests. For the first time since coming to college, I had to evaluate where my life was going, where I wanted it to go and what I wanted to accomplish. I had to be very selfish and think of myself, completely. I was all set and prepared to graduate in May of 2009, but now I wasn't so sure. I did not have enough time to apply to graduate school and didn't know what I wanted to do. So, I added a business administration minor (ironic, I know) to keep me in school until December, long enough to figure out what to do.
The good things from my junior year, were that I was a leader in my service organization and got to plan numerous service projects for the local community to promote literacy and education (my passion). Secondly, I got to serve as a leader in my teacher organization which gave me a greater depth of knowledge about my future profession. I got to attend numerous leadership conferences and take more exciting and interesting classes. I worked as a writing tutor for the athletic department on campus, a substitute teacher and an instructor at Sylvan and still tutored children at local elementary schools. I took one class that summer, worked, volunteered and relaxed in preparation for my sernior semester. Most importantly during my junior year, I turned 21 and got my Fightin' Texas Aggie Ring (A-WH10P!).

Senior Semester
FINALLY!! So, tomorrow is the big day that marks the beginning of my senior semester. I will be graduating December 18th or 19th (we find out in September) and cannot wait! I am still a leader in my service organization, teacher organization and the memorial student center and I'm still working as a writing tutor and tutoring elementary students. I'm living in a house with some great girls and taking some of the most interesting classes yet. I applied to graduate school and am waiting for a response, but I get to take my first graduate class this semester! I am also fulfilling the requirements to gain my teacher certification. This semester is going to be a blast and I cannot wait until tomorrow.

A lot has happened in three years. I'm sad, but excited to be done with my bachelor's degree and to graduate. In the spring, I will be student teaching and beginning my master's degree in curriculum and instruction. From there, I hope to finish my master's degree quickly and move on to my PhD. This has been my ultimate goal for a long time and my motivation for everything I do. I hope to obtain a job that allows me to work in a school district helping students of all ages overcome reading and learning disabilities while teaching classes at a local university. :)

Stay tuned for what comes next...
-Tracey

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Happy Birthday to me!

I'm 22!! Yay!

So, as I begin my life in the double-duece year, I am reflecting upon the past year. 21 is supposed to be a glamorous time full of new adventures and excitement. Well, that definitely represents my 21st year, but it was not all great. Many of my adventures and excitement were caused by rough patches and blessings in disguise. However, some of the greatest moments of my life happened in this year: I got my Aggie Ring, I discovered truer and deeper friendships than I could ever imagine, I found out how blessed I truly am with a family that loves and supports me and I got to focus on myself for the first time in a long time.

22 brings forth many new milestones. At 22, I will graduate from college with my bachelor's degree, begin my teaching career and start my master's degree. I look forward to all of the unanticipated adventures I will experience this next year. It is bound to be a great year! I have high expectations, as usual, but I'm living for the wonderful moments I get to have with the people I love most.

Tracey