that I may need a net to help me land when life slows down. I say this with a smile stretching from ear to ear across my face. I honestly don't know how things in my life could be going any better. Here is an updated list of what's going on and what is in store for the near future.
I close on the new house April 1st! The very first thing I will do once it is officially mine is PAINT! I'm so excited to have a say in what color everything is for the first time ever. My plan is to paint the main rooms (kitchen and living area) a neutral toupe color. That way it is something bright and elegant, but still simple enough to blend well. For my room, I'm thinking a slate blue color (which will match everything I have wonderfully). I'm still undecided on the other bedrooms and my bathroom, but luckily I have time to figure it out.
My roommate and I have decided to start running and training for a half marathon. I used to be a runner, but have been out of it for a few years. I'm excited to get started again. Our goal is to be able to run the half marathon by the Fall. Wish us luck, we're going to need it.
I will finish with my student teaching early in April. While I'm sad about it ending, I'm very excited to get my own classroom. I'm also excited to be able to substitute for the rest of the school year so I can make a little extra money. (I've really had to tighten my belt the past few months with no income.) I have big plans for what my classroom will look like and how the lessons will be structured. I'm ready to mold little minds and enjoy my job every day.
A puppy has been in my future for many years now, but it has never seemed like a good time to get one. I'm gone for many hours a day (usually 10 or more) and haven't had the time or resources to take care of a little puppy. I've really been struggling with the decision to adopt a puppy since I'm finally going to have my own place and money to spend on it. However, a puppy sitll wouldn't be completely practical as a first year teacher because the puppy would be home during the day without me. I've decided on a solution that is in the best interest of everyone involved. I am going to adopt an older dog (2 or 3 years old) from the animal shelter. It will be easier to train as an older dog and can stay at home during the day without too much trouble. :)
My master's degree is well under way and really isn't too difficult so far. I'm enjoying the classes and expanding my knowledge of education. I'm trying to implement what I have learned into my own lessons at school to help my students.
Stay tuned for some very exciting months to come. :)
-Tracey
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
It's Valentine's Day...
So, I couldn't resist writing a blog today about my feelings on Valentine's Day. These feelings are much like a roller-coaster that is constantly changing, twisting and moving in all different ways. While I can't remember a Valentine's Day in the past 5 or so years that I haven't had someone to celebrate with, it has not been very enjoyable. Relationships with the opposite sex have proven to be a stressor and a complication in my life, though to be perfectly honest, I can't figure out why this is. Some friends say that my expectations are too high and others say I just can't pick good men. It seems to me that the guys usually end up turning in some way. I don't think they intend to act the way they do, but it frequently ends up that way. Now, I have tried to steer my tone away from using words like "always" or "never" because one day there will be someone who changes my perception, but all of the men in my past fit these two words.
If I was asked about my views on relationships a year ago, I would have been incredibly cynical and unbelieving that happy endings exist. Today, I am much more optimistic. Honestly, I feel completely ready to let someone in and begin a relationship. I know that ultimately God will make that decision and let my special man into my life when He feels I am ready. It's hard to wait and be patient. Right now, I have everything I could ever ask for and am getting to watch my life fall perfectly into place in every way, except that one way. I'm a soon-to-be homeowner, a high school English teacher, a master's student and am surrounded by the most amazing people I could ever ask for. While I rarely feel like something is missing, I often find myself wanting that extra person around. Especially on days like today, when friends are celebrating special times with someone they care about are getting to experience what I want, I feel the want for that too.
I know that during this time that I don't have that person in my life is a defining time in my life. I am taking every opportunity that comes my way and trying to make the most out of everything I am given. I don't feel like my expectations for what I am looking for are too high or out of someone's capabilities, but I haven't found someone who meets the basic expectations I have for a relationship. So, until God decides it's the right time in my life, I will wait patiently and continue living a passionate life.
Happy Valentine's Day!
-Tracey
If I was asked about my views on relationships a year ago, I would have been incredibly cynical and unbelieving that happy endings exist. Today, I am much more optimistic. Honestly, I feel completely ready to let someone in and begin a relationship. I know that ultimately God will make that decision and let my special man into my life when He feels I am ready. It's hard to wait and be patient. Right now, I have everything I could ever ask for and am getting to watch my life fall perfectly into place in every way, except that one way. I'm a soon-to-be homeowner, a high school English teacher, a master's student and am surrounded by the most amazing people I could ever ask for. While I rarely feel like something is missing, I often find myself wanting that extra person around. Especially on days like today, when friends are celebrating special times with someone they care about are getting to experience what I want, I feel the want for that too.
I know that during this time that I don't have that person in my life is a defining time in my life. I am taking every opportunity that comes my way and trying to make the most out of everything I am given. I don't feel like my expectations for what I am looking for are too high or out of someone's capabilities, but I haven't found someone who meets the basic expectations I have for a relationship. So, until God decides it's the right time in my life, I will wait patiently and continue living a passionate life.
Happy Valentine's Day!
-Tracey
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Updates and Wowzers!
So, in my last blog I was ecstatic about how wonderful everything is going. I can honestly say that since that blog was posted, things have gotten even better!
"How so?" you wonder. Simple. The following:
1. I BOUGHT A TOWNHOME! Yep, a townhome of my very own. I'm the owner. It is amazing. I'm very excited and feel blessed to be able to have a permanent place here to call home.
2. Student teaching is so much more fun than I could have imagined. I'm obsessed with the students and have such a great time planning lessons for them and trying to come up with innovative ways to teach difficult concepts. Sometimes they aren't so precious, but most of the time they are.
3. I'm working on my applications to school districts. :) Keep your fingers crossed for a job offer soon.
4. Graduate school is great. It is very stimulating and applicable to what I am doing in the classroom. I have a wonderful graduate advisor who has already begun talking to me about a PhD. (WHOOP!) She is supportive of my goals and is a great mentor. She is going to help me a lot in the next few years and when I begin the PhD application procedure.
Sounds good, doesn't it? I am getting to watch all my dreams come true right before my eyes. I'm definitely a very lucky person. :)
-Tracey
"How so?" you wonder. Simple. The following:
1. I BOUGHT A TOWNHOME! Yep, a townhome of my very own. I'm the owner. It is amazing. I'm very excited and feel blessed to be able to have a permanent place here to call home.
2. Student teaching is so much more fun than I could have imagined. I'm obsessed with the students and have such a great time planning lessons for them and trying to come up with innovative ways to teach difficult concepts. Sometimes they aren't so precious, but most of the time they are.
3. I'm working on my applications to school districts. :) Keep your fingers crossed for a job offer soon.
4. Graduate school is great. It is very stimulating and applicable to what I am doing in the classroom. I have a wonderful graduate advisor who has already begun talking to me about a PhD. (WHOOP!) She is supportive of my goals and is a great mentor. She is going to help me a lot in the next few years and when I begin the PhD application procedure.
Sounds good, doesn't it? I am getting to watch all my dreams come true right before my eyes. I'm definitely a very lucky person. :)
-Tracey
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
History in the making...
This is my life right now. I am making history...the history that I will look back on one day and enjoy smiling about. :)
I am a very lucky girl and have everything I could ask for in my life. For the first time I can remember, I want for nothing. All my needs are met and I am surrounded by the most amazing people. You can say I am truly blessed.
So, what's keeping me so happy? Simply put, everything. In a more complex way, the following...
I began my student teaching at Consol on Tuesday, and it has started out amazingly. I have been given a wonderful mentor teacher, a really experienced and honest supervisor and was put into a great department of fabulously fun people. Oh, and the kiddos so far are awesome...well, except 6th period, but really...yes, even 6th period. I really feel like I am part of the department (fingers crossed) and am learning so much in a quick period of time. It's surprising to realize the things that only experience can teach. I've only been student teaching for 4 days, so I don't have many stories to report, but here are a few fun ones from my first week.
On my first day, I was mistaken for a student (not surprising...I mean, I look like the kids). However, I was also mistaken for a mother. Again, not that surprising. How about this, a mother of a freshman. Ok, definitely surprising.
I was introduced to the class, then a kid comes up to and says, "Are you so-and-so's mother?" "No," I reply. Then, my mentor teacher says, "Who is that?" "A freshman," replies the kid. I just stared and him and I'm really not sure what I said, but my look said it all. He went back to his seat and I looked at my mentor teacher and said, "Please tell me I don't look like the mother of a 14-year-old." We both laughed. :)
The kiddos are crazy, hillarious and absolutely precious in my eyes. Stay tuned for more fun and more stories. :)
-Tracey
I am a very lucky girl and have everything I could ask for in my life. For the first time I can remember, I want for nothing. All my needs are met and I am surrounded by the most amazing people. You can say I am truly blessed.
So, what's keeping me so happy? Simply put, everything. In a more complex way, the following...
I began my student teaching at Consol on Tuesday, and it has started out amazingly. I have been given a wonderful mentor teacher, a really experienced and honest supervisor and was put into a great department of fabulously fun people. Oh, and the kiddos so far are awesome...well, except 6th period, but really...yes, even 6th period. I really feel like I am part of the department (fingers crossed) and am learning so much in a quick period of time. It's surprising to realize the things that only experience can teach. I've only been student teaching for 4 days, so I don't have many stories to report, but here are a few fun ones from my first week.
On my first day, I was mistaken for a student (not surprising...I mean, I look like the kids). However, I was also mistaken for a mother. Again, not that surprising. How about this, a mother of a freshman. Ok, definitely surprising.
I was introduced to the class, then a kid comes up to and says, "Are you so-and-so's mother?" "No," I reply. Then, my mentor teacher says, "Who is that?" "A freshman," replies the kid. I just stared and him and I'm really not sure what I said, but my look said it all. He went back to his seat and I looked at my mentor teacher and said, "Please tell me I don't look like the mother of a 14-year-old." We both laughed. :)
The kiddos are crazy, hillarious and absolutely precious in my eyes. Stay tuned for more fun and more stories. :)
-Tracey
Friday, January 1, 2010
Resolutions and Relationships
Welcome 2010! A new year full of challenges and ambitions that I'm hoping will prove to be as rewarding as years in the past.
Usually, I have a New Years Resolution that I try to accomplish, but this year I have decided not to do that. There are a lot of things going on this year and a lot will change, so I've decided to just continue working on things I know I can improve on and change.
1. Be more patient...about everything!
2. Get a full time teaching position (preferably, in College Station or Bryan)
3. Work hard on my Masters and try to maintain a 4.0 :)
4. Continue volunteering and helping the local communities
5. Find more time to enjoy my interests, outside of work and school
These are pretty simple goals for the new year, but I am very happy right now and there is little in my life I want to change. I'm happy with where I am, what I'm doing and who I'm doing it with.
In 2009, the best lessons I learned were those having to do with relationships. The people in your life really are as important as what you are doing and how you are doing it. I have known this all along, but I didn't appreciate it and take full advantage of the opportunities I had been given. 2009 changed my perception of this as I developed new relationships, maintained old ones and even said goodbye to some. These are the relationships I'm bringing into 2010 and the people I will share my future with. It will be easiest for me to describe these relationships in categories. I'm sure you can figure out which category you belong to. :)
Family always comes first. I have once again realized how important my family is and how much I appreciate them being there for me. In the past year, I have had to rearrange my life plans and make decisions regarding what I would do with my future. My family has been there every step of the way and has supported me with everything I want to do. They are always there for me and will always support me. That's a nice thing to have.
Old friends who have been there for me and have seen me change and develop will always be a big part of my life. Most of these friends have been with me since elementary school, some even before then, and they are still there for me. They help me make life decisions, listen to my problems and help me find solutions. I am thankful they are still with me and I am lucky to have them.
My roommates are my family in College Station. We live in a house and they are the people I
look forward to at the end of every day. I know they will be there for me and will listen to me vent if I had a bad day or celebrate with me if I had a good day. We have fun and make life a lot more interesting. There is never a dull moment at our house and always many laughs. :)
New friends have really become important to me. In the past year, I have made some new relationships that are very important to me. These people didn't know me in high school, and have only gotten to know me while in college and in the best years of my life. They have been there through some tough times and happy times. I can count on these people to make me laugh, pick me up or tell me when I'm doing something wrong. I'm happy I met them and they will be life-long friends.
Mentors have really helped shape me into the person, teacher and student I am becoming. I have been blessed with some great role-models that have helped me make mistakes and learn how to use those mistakes to make me stronger and smarter. I will be a teacher and student my entire life and these people have become good friends and mentors who I can turn to for professional advice in both of these jobs. I would not have made it this far or be so successful without these wonderful and selfless people.
The Lord has become a more prominent part of my life in the past year. He took a lot away from me and made me take a hard look at myself and my future, which has made all the difference in my life. I have grown to know Him better and more deeply than ever before and I am trying to let Him control my life more than I am. (That's quite a task for the type-A control freak, but I'm doing ok with it.) I hope to continue to know Him better and let Him be a strong force in my life. Jeremiah 29:11
And, finally...men. To me, this is the least important relationship. I have definitely had my share of relationships and dating in the past year, all resulting in disappointment. It is important to me to find someone to share my life with and raise children with, but right now, it just isn't the time. No one has come along who could surprise me or act in a way that I thought was appropriate for a boyfriend. I know a lot of good men, and I've dated some great ones, but they just weren't right for me. As a good friend of mine told me, "Tracey, you need to stop dating single guys and start dating relationship guys." She meant that I need to find a guy who appreciates being in a realtionship as much as I do and stop dating guys that aren't interested in the relationship. I know the man that God created for me is out there and I'm excited to find him...when I'm ready. God will let this happen when He sees fit and not a day before.
It's obvious that I am surrounded by some great individuals; in fact, I am truly blessed to know so many wonderful people that are so selfless. There are many goals that I would like to accomplish in 2010 and these are the people that are going to be there with me as I work for my future. :)
Stay tuned for a great 2010! :)
-Tracey
Usually, I have a New Years Resolution that I try to accomplish, but this year I have decided not to do that. There are a lot of things going on this year and a lot will change, so I've decided to just continue working on things I know I can improve on and change.
1. Be more patient...about everything!
2. Get a full time teaching position (preferably, in College Station or Bryan)
3. Work hard on my Masters and try to maintain a 4.0 :)
4. Continue volunteering and helping the local communities
5. Find more time to enjoy my interests, outside of work and school
These are pretty simple goals for the new year, but I am very happy right now and there is little in my life I want to change. I'm happy with where I am, what I'm doing and who I'm doing it with.
In 2009, the best lessons I learned were those having to do with relationships. The people in your life really are as important as what you are doing and how you are doing it. I have known this all along, but I didn't appreciate it and take full advantage of the opportunities I had been given. 2009 changed my perception of this as I developed new relationships, maintained old ones and even said goodbye to some. These are the relationships I'm bringing into 2010 and the people I will share my future with. It will be easiest for me to describe these relationships in categories. I'm sure you can figure out which category you belong to. :)
Family always comes first. I have once again realized how important my family is and how much I appreciate them being there for me. In the past year, I have had to rearrange my life plans and make decisions regarding what I would do with my future. My family has been there every step of the way and has supported me with everything I want to do. They are always there for me and will always support me. That's a nice thing to have.Old friends who have been there for me and have seen me change and develop will always be a big part of my life. Most of these friends have been with me since elementary school, some even before then, and they are still there for me. They help me make life decisions, listen to my problems and help me find solutions. I am thankful they are still with me and I am lucky to have them.
My roommates are my family in College Station. We live in a house and they are the people I
look forward to at the end of every day. I know they will be there for me and will listen to me vent if I had a bad day or celebrate with me if I had a good day. We have fun and make life a lot more interesting. There is never a dull moment at our house and always many laughs. :)New friends have really become important to me. In the past year, I have made some new relationships that are very important to me. These people didn't know me in high school, and have only gotten to know me while in college and in the best years of my life. They have been there through some tough times and happy times. I can count on these people to make me laugh, pick me up or tell me when I'm doing something wrong. I'm happy I met them and they will be life-long friends.
Mentors have really helped shape me into the person, teacher and student I am becoming. I have been blessed with some great role-models that have helped me make mistakes and learn how to use those mistakes to make me stronger and smarter. I will be a teacher and student my entire life and these people have become good friends and mentors who I can turn to for professional advice in both of these jobs. I would not have made it this far or be so successful without these wonderful and selfless people.
The Lord has become a more prominent part of my life in the past year. He took a lot away from me and made me take a hard look at myself and my future, which has made all the difference in my life. I have grown to know Him better and more deeply than ever before and I am trying to let Him control my life more than I am. (That's quite a task for the type-A control freak, but I'm doing ok with it.) I hope to continue to know Him better and let Him be a strong force in my life. Jeremiah 29:11
And, finally...men. To me, this is the least important relationship. I have definitely had my share of relationships and dating in the past year, all resulting in disappointment. It is important to me to find someone to share my life with and raise children with, but right now, it just isn't the time. No one has come along who could surprise me or act in a way that I thought was appropriate for a boyfriend. I know a lot of good men, and I've dated some great ones, but they just weren't right for me. As a good friend of mine told me, "Tracey, you need to stop dating single guys and start dating relationship guys." She meant that I need to find a guy who appreciates being in a realtionship as much as I do and stop dating guys that aren't interested in the relationship. I know the man that God created for me is out there and I'm excited to find him...when I'm ready. God will let this happen when He sees fit and not a day before.
It's obvious that I am surrounded by some great individuals; in fact, I am truly blessed to know so many wonderful people that are so selfless. There are many goals that I would like to accomplish in 2010 and these are the people that are going to be there with me as I work for my future. :)
Stay tuned for a great 2010! :)
-Tracey
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010!
What to say, what to say...
Wow! 2009 was a great year, probably the best year of my life so far! I became a college graduate, got to take my dream vacation to New York City and built new relationships that will carry me through future years. If I had planned 2009, I don't think I could have done a better job.
So, what is in store for 2010? Well, I will begin teaching high school freshmen at A&M Consolidated High School and will begin my master's degree in education. That's a pretty good start already! I will be living in College Station and am so excited to continue building relationships, learning more about education and beginning my career. :)
Stay tuned for a great year!
-Tracey
Wow! 2009 was a great year, probably the best year of my life so far! I became a college graduate, got to take my dream vacation to New York City and built new relationships that will carry me through future years. If I had planned 2009, I don't think I could have done a better job.
So, what is in store for 2010? Well, I will begin teaching high school freshmen at A&M Consolidated High School and will begin my master's degree in education. That's a pretty good start already! I will be living in College Station and am so excited to continue building relationships, learning more about education and beginning my career. :)
Stay tuned for a great year!
-Tracey
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Graduation and Moving Forward...
I'm a GRADUATE of TEXAS A&M UNIVERSITY!! A-WH09P! :)
Ok, I just had to get that out. On December 18, 2009 the statement above became fact instead of just a goal I had envisioned in my mind. To be perfectly honest, it never hit me that I was actually graduating until I was standing on the stage telling the announcer my name and being handed my degree. As I walked off the stage and back to my seat holding 3 and a half years of hard work in my hand, all I could think about was "finally." Finally, I can move on to the next degree and phase of my life.
*Sigh* I must add this sigh of relief because this has been quite the semester. Where to begin? Well, classes went well, I got to take my first graduate class (and loved it) and formed new relationships that will last me a lifetime. However, I also managed to get mono and spent most of the semester sick in bed. The fact that I was able to force myself to still go through my routine and pass my classes is a miracle when factoring in how I felt. I'm still fighting the mono now, but at least it's somewhat under control.
I'm a very impatient person, which makes life difficult sometimes. There is so much I want to accomplish, but I have to WAIT, always wait for things to happen. Yes, I'm a college graduate, but I'm still so far away from accomplishing my goals.
In the Spring, I will be student teaching to finish the requirements for my teaching certificate while I start my Master of Education in Curriculum and Instruction with an emphasis in Reading and Language Arts Education. As always, I'm hoping to rush through this masters degree so I can begin a PhD as soon as possible. I hope to finish my masters by August 2011...we'll see how that goes. I also hope to land a fulltime high school teaching position in the Fall. :) I will teach while I finish my masters, a pretty neat combination.
So, what does the life of a college graduate look like? For the next few weeks, I plan to shop, watch lots of football, read some great books, cook and just enjoy a relaxing break. So far, I'm excelling at this. :) I will begin student teaching on January 5th and graduate classes on January 19th. I also plan to work as an intern for a few hours a week at Texas A&M. I will be overseeing the activities of MSC Hospitality. :) Lastly, I plan to do some independent tutoring and editing work to make a little extra money. I have many plans and goals ahead of me that are just waiting to get accomplished.
Welcome to the next phase of my life. I'm excited and can't wait to see what is in store for me. :)
-Tracey "the college graduate"
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